ADDICTIVE
thats what execercise is
ADDICTIVE
monday i hualed my lazy arse back to gym
dreading the physical pain that it would do to my body
but in truth it was really not that bad...
then today i ran a 4.8 km route
once again dreadin that i could no longer take
that kind of punishment...
but wonders of wonders
here i sit writing this without much of a pain
in my body at all...


OF THE HOLIDAYS

Last night went to the old COSTA SANDS
at ECP to book a chalet for PP's birthday
ended up booking for 3 nights @ 300 ++
looking forward to that day!
24 25 and the 26th of november.....
better make yourselves and your spouses (if you have any )
free yeah?


I'M THINKING
perhaps we do it pot luck style?
everyone should contribute something right?
that dosent mean that you can come with a dish and nothing
else ya...
DONT FORGET A GIFT!!!
It's a bloody birthday afterall....

IT WAS THE BENGS LA

Rul's phone was stolen yesterday
poor thing ....
Hiaz ...
who on earth could just steal another person's phone
just like that?
i mean if the phone is just lying on the ground
and if it is obviously no one's then by all means take it
but if its there with bags and such
its so bloody obvious that its someones right?
why do yopu have to be so bloody inconciderate ?
what would you do if it were you?
BLAME THE BENGS!!!!
should be them la...
i mean not all but just those who are passing for bengs now
they do nothing but steal and bully smaller kids
and call themselves thugs ... or the singapore version of that...
but really what they are , is a bunch of pussy footed
chicken shit, hand phone stealing dickless
shit heads
even if they can reproduce
they sure "SEH KIA BO KAR CHEENG"

TODAY


Complicated things are really just that
COMPLICATED


Nothing really more than that...


Cant say that i really like to have these complications in my life
i'd much rather not have them
but as you know life is like that ...
cant live with or without them....



Sigh this past week really flew by...
and i am dreading the following week
school work is really stacking up on my desk now..

So today is the dat that things change for Matthew
always through the years he has been a source of joy to many in this family
and through his thoughtful ways we have been united as one
by this i mean most of the cousins....
i guess his marriage sorta united us...
why i shall tell you later on in this blog entry...
but truely...
this event was a well worth wait...
though not as grand as the wedding of janson n T-june that i had missed
it was still all heart
and i truely felt the love that he and his wife had for their family and friends!
Boy am i glad to have them as part of my family
dont know what life would be like...

DAD attended today,
and needless to say i was glad to see him,...
even over joyed you might say....
the dinner was really great...
not too filling yet just enough...

PEIPING went for a mini MAKEOVER today
and boy did she look stunning in her dress today....!
made my dream of attending a wedding with her come true..(corney right?)

Well after the wedding.. we went CLUBBING!!!

TO the latest and hottest in the local scene...

ST JAMES POWERSTATION

people who went : ME , Peiping, Ian , Ivan , Pris jie jie, Serene and her BF , Raff and 3 of matthew's friends from church....

WENT TO..... DRAGONFLY (will up load pics into friendster... both of wedding n dragonfly)

I cannot think of a cooler place to hang out other than DRAGONFLY
but then again i've only been to dragonfly and The Balconey so far....
But from just today's experieance i can tell you that it really rocks!

Time to sleep
tired
tomorrow got work
plus school at 3....
Peiping is still in the bathroom....
DAMN

THE END OF AN ERA



Today is the 6the OF OCTOBER
No more crap for me!
its the end of this chapter of my life
at long last...
NO MORE TAGGING...







Now I sit here at my computer screen
IM supposed to get some exercise done
but I just cant do anything
but think back on these few years
on how my life spun so out of control
so much so that I found myself in prison
I wonder given a second chance would I do it all over again
this is a question that I fear to answer
because these few years have really taught me a lot
without them I don't think I would be here today
doing my dip/degree at lasalle
I'd still be fucking around with drugs or something..






And the people that I have met that shaped my life
they taught me that friends dont really have to see each other daily
just stay in contact
that will be enough
true friendship withstands everything
and so it has
through prison
and through our tagging
our little community of friends have been close
though never really meeting much
we kept each other strong during this period
telling each other to buck up before we slipped







of course we did experieance frustration at times
when out good friend was arressted not 3 months from his release with us
when some trouble makers stired up trouble for another of our friends
through the hard times when work was scarse and money was tight
through all this we stayed together
cant believe that its over now....






all that we worked towards
all that we wish to acheive is finally here
we are at the treshold of a new begining
life begins after 10 today for me





LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL
LIFE IS SWEET
SO SWEET
LIFE IS FRESH
LIFE IS LOVE...
LIFE IS MINE FOREVER...





this day will forever be in my memories....







eh .... TAKE PICTURE TAKE PICTURE!!!!!

I am SO bloody tired today...



2D is really becoming more interesting but at the same time
more tedious....



Ah well the price that i have to pay for being an arts student


WELL WORTH IT I SAY

OLD FRIEND NEVER BEEN BETTER?





Strangest thing happened today
met up with an old friend
in school
n well caught up a little today
found out some rather disturbing things
things that would not have happened
had i not gone into prison....
makes my bloody blood boil ...
i know that green's would too...



I am BEN
you know me?
you should mother fucker
know my bloody name
you should hear about me
fear me for i will eat your fucking guts
i promise you that i will
just give me a reason to...


A** is it?
i eat punks like you for a light snack
i dont even get full on ya...
keep pushing like that
you keep using mine as a punching bag
you dirty mother fucker
and i'll use your balls as fucking playing marbles!


Think your famous?
ok i'll give you that
but when i fuck you in the ass
then you'll be famous


wanna try me?
well pick up your fists and hit me
yes me
me
me
me
hit a fucking man
not a lady
hit a bloody man....


come on....
im waiting....
mother fucker....

YA RIGHT.....

walked all the bloody to kelan-fucking-tan road
with bloody heavy coils of wires around me...
sweated like a pig
deprived of fresh bloody air...
breathed in smog tar and what not
almost got knocked over by a A*hole driver in a chevy
.......

tired now

....

GOOD NEWS IS

Got work coming in again
Aunty Liguat comfired an order with me !
YEAH!!!!

gonna start soon
tomorrow if possible

Spent sometime with dad today
he seemed alright
he always seems this way
spoke to him about some really fucked up lecturers
he totally understood me

miss him loads now that im staying so far appart
never did feel this way till now..

Before that got my hair done for mathew's wedding
i'll let you be the judge when you see me....

went to Aunty Liguat's place for a meeting on the project...
quite ok with the requirements la...
just hope that i wont screw up
its been happening too much lately
first my bloody 2d project
then my 3d
and my PHUCKING photoshop....(which i still have not redone yet... sorry nydia)

tired now...

out....