USELESS


Sometimes i feel so ...... well you know what i am trying to get at
All the others that are around my age are already established in their chosen
field or so by now and how about me.
i sit here typing this after a night at work.
i just got home after work.
working for somebody else
and not myself.
this is not how i imagined myself to be
i mean there is some form of pride when i figure out that i have somehow or another
entrusted with the trust of my employers
but theres some stuff that keeps me down
i just cant seem to control my life at all!
my school work is lagging
and now that the holidays are here
i have to work for my mother who has so nicely paved a new position for me at her company
and i so highly doubt that i can carry this position at all.
i feel like a failure !
IVAN and KELVIN are almost my age and they are both so well off in terms of maturity and well....... more than that.
IVAN is his own boss with a company that knows not boundries....
KELVIN is the overall manager of a cigar outlet....
BEAT THAT BEN!
I mean i know that somewhere inside myself i too can do what they have done
but somehow i always seem to have let myself down
am i really that useless?
and coming to the money issue
it just seems to slip right by me !
i dont know where it goes but it DOES GO
FRIENDS?
i have few.
good friends ....LESSER
but now at DIVAN i have really gathered a treasure load of friends with connections
for my projects.
GOD MUST BE BLESSING ME
and yet why does he still make me so weak or is it just another test without and answer?

GUARD TROUBLES


So you see the thing about security guards is
that they care about the little things that dont matter
and they ignore the bigger stuff around them.

"HEY theres someone killing someone right next door
BUT we'll just catch the guy smoking in our compound."


So there i was with my trusty side kick for the day SUPER NICK
and we're just hanging there waiting for a distress signal or something.
You know thing about studying in town, theres always a criminal waiting
for a chance to do something to someone.

So me and SUPER NICK we chilling waiting for a sign
and as we were chilling,
we decided to do something productive with our time
we thought that we'd give our super self-healing powers
a test out,
and so we gallently place our lungs under stress by breathing in toxic
fumes through our mouths down into our lungs
things were going just as we planed them
our lungs were taking the stress just fine

We also chatted with KIn and his VCO as we waited.

THEN OUT OF NOWHERE came


SECURI-MATT

we were caught unawares!
and he whipped out his SECURI-AUTHORITY (Power dosent do shit 5 feet outside the grounds of school)
and he just managed to hit us with a glancing blow due to his
surprise attack
we got our super hero passes stolen by him

after which SUPER NICK and i decided FUCK this area
every one can just get robbed and report to the SECURI-MATT
for all we fucking care....

Following which we returned to our cave....
THE COM-CAVE
to finish up the rest of our anti-criminal activities

and what of the SECURI-MATT

He over strained himself catching SUPER NICK and I

therefore he went back to his cave to sleep
like all SECURI's are so good for

ROAAAAARRRR

I just fucking woke up!

2 - 49 fucking AM



I GOTTA GET TO SCHOOL LATER


FUCK!
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck




sleep lays it's claim....

on the phone with babe...

just told her im blogging
and she's like


" BLOGGING! BLOGGING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HELLO KETTLE

kettle's gotta go court.....


The security guards in school are getting on my nerves

just dreamt of them though

searching for me in an endless maze of classrooms


their search continues









SHUT THE FUCKING DOOR LA DEIIIIIIIIIII



tomorrow..
or as rina says "TOMORROW?"

i shall do wonders

tomorrow i shall conquer the world
tomorrow i shall scale the everest that is my home work
i shall scale it's heights and bungee jump from it's summit



but for tonight




tonight






REST

KNEEL DOWN AND BEG LIKE THE PUSSY YOU ARE

Girls will be girls
a simple problem is just that right?
I mean if you wanna settle things then do it your way.
If you are afraid of a backlash then dont piss people off with your stupid comments
or whatever...
Gladis is it?
Or what ever the fuck you call yourself.
YOU ARE SUCK A FUCKING PUSSY LUH
how can you call yourself a bung?
BUNG SAI more likely.
IF YOU HAVE GOT SOME PROBLEM WITH NICK SETTLE IT YOURSELF LUH
why the fuck do you involve others?
YOU AFRAID?
THEN DONT FUCKING PISS PEOPLE OFF WITH YOUR ATTITUDE!

The story here is that this funny BUNG ( butches)
had a problem or something with MR NICK
and she called guys down to help her.
MR NICK called me then to come to her aid.
When i reached the guys had left
I assumed that they knew better than to get themselves involved in a girls matter.
There for i took my baby and left to meet KETTLE and her friend JO
Not before telling MR NICK that she owed me a bottle of martel

Met KETTLE Lido and Bussed with her to PS
walked to THE CATHAY where we were interrupted by a call from MR NICK
the guys were back.
They were shouting and yelling like gangsters at her and her friends.
Challenging them to a fight or something.

I fearing the worst jumped into a cab with POH KETTLE AND JO
rushed down to far east.
on the way i called KIN (MR KIN will post about him soon)
Kin called nick and got to talk to the mother fuckers who threatened NICK.

I reached
They were already walking out of the carpark like they owned the night.
So full of their self-confidence.
MOtherfuckers must not have seen me.

I walked up and fucked them straight out.
Totally fucked them like the piss worthy mother fucking bitch slapping sons of bitches they were
asked them what the matter way and why they were threatening my friends for
they said that my friends surrounded their friend 10 to 1 and they were not happy
i asked who challenged the GIRLS to a fight.
The fat fuck said that it was him.

I told them ok the girls surround your friend 10 to one
i take u guys on
since you want to fight
3 of u against one of me
5 to 10 i also dont mind coz im a guy
they said dont wanna fight.
i say dont be pussy la
just now challenge girls when a guy come down your cock all drop ?
the middle guy say that its his fault coz he never control his friends properly
he asked me what i wanted to settle this
i told him what i want you can give?
he told me that they never even touched the girls
but someone named MR NICK told me that they (the fat fuck) flicked a cigarette at a girl
so i demanded that the fat fucker kneel down and say sorry to that girl
they said dont want
i said ok la
i beat any one of u till im happy
the middle guy said ok beat me
im like WOW WHAT A FUCKING GOOD FRIEND.......
so there and then i decided that i would not lay a finger on them especially that friend!
i told them that i dont want
i want his fat friend to beat him till i am happy.
just when his friend was about to agree i told him no i dont want
FUCKING FAT FUCKER WAS ABOUT TO BEAT HIS OWN FRIEND FOR HIS MISTAKE?
fuck that wont happen while im on watch....
the little guy beside these two was really getting on my nerves challenging me with every word i said
i just told them that now this was only the girls matter that i was settling
if he pissed me off some more i would take it personally
and that time i would not be so merciful
that small motherfucker shut his mouth immediately lol
so finally after much talk the fat fuck kneeled down

LESSON TO BE LEARNT


IF YOU CANT WALK THE WALK THEN SHUT THE FUCK UP WITH THE TALK.....

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Face Down lyrics

Hey girl

you know you drive me crazy
One walk puts the rhythm in my head.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.

Cover up with make up in the mirror
Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
You cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now, as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
Every action in this world bear a consequence
If you wait around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.

I see the way you go and say you're right again,
Say you're right again,
Heed my lecture.

Do you feel like a man ?




One day she will tell you that she had enough