IN THE EVENT OF DARKNESS


Timely whispers of sinister deaths
as men wallow in shadowy dares
a demon lurks beneath his skin
not one but many in kin
with words spoken one often finds
more reason to leave behind
a history of broken minds
half-filled promises
and yesterday's life
the sin is nothing without the crime
a jaded soul with nothing to fight
a lost ruler without his throne
like death without his hatchet
or a lark without its song
an empty shell
a broken flask
a song written
but still without a tune
a sad horror
that is one's life
with nothing more
nothing less
and end
to one's painful flame
snuffed before it ever became
as light fades and darkness comes
prepare for the final fight
where nothing matters
no one cares
where you falter
and fall
and
none will even stare.

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Cash woes bring down even the tallest of men
what more me?
This Xmas season brings me no more luck nor cash
then the last one did
here i am working my ass off only to fuck up everything
by spending too much money
haha Just dont know where it all goes
however
i do have a plan
and i think i can make good
i know i have to in order to win back the trust of my parents


persecution is natural to everyone who wants something so bad
the future is not looking so bright right now because of the
persecution that i face
but i have to go on
strive for the results that i so desire
i have it coming i can feel it my time is at hand
strive on i keep telling myself....
and i WILL





Work is fun
being that POH and RINA joined.
sad to say that i will be taking a 2 month break from divan
in order to focus on my studies and at the same time try to
learn the ropes from my mother
hopefully i can handle the stress and continue to work
at divan for the next few years
i have a newer responsibility now
i am currently in charge of the scheduling and looking after
all the part timers in divan who is under the biz trading agency
well not that the pay is high,
its just 8 bucks an hour...
its just that the added responsibility makes me feel good
like i have accomplished something....
i feel.............. contented now...





I LOVE POH

THE EVIL THAT ROTS ME

I've been coming along just fine this holidays
been feeling terrible since incident pasir ris happened.
my backs hurting like a mother fucker and a slut together.
and well nothings going right at work but still i manage to cope like the burning mother
fucker that refuses to die.
Forgive my french for i am really not in much of a mood to write anyway else
DIVAN is really becoming a CHORE to me now.
sure kenneth has made me a in charge of sorts
not that i dont welcome the responsibility and all that
but its not that i dont want it its that it comes at a rather fucked up time
WHEN IVAN IS NOT HERE
i mean i know that different people have different styles of working
but this new guy ..... he dosent!
not meaning he copies IVAN
no he just dosent do anything at all and acts like he does...
i mean like what the fuck and a mother fucker right?






time to meet baby....





i thirst for blood....