Im glad my penning has found new readers
now i can spread my corrupt thoughts to many...
anyway
WELCOME FANNIE AND MUI MUI

A little on our new additions to my tainted world
MUI MUI is my sis who calls me her sis
twisted eh?
But its ok.... all in the name of good clean fun
through the months (less than 4 ) that i have known her
she is really becoming a great friend
like that of an arm....
part of the body that i am
so much so that i cant imagine what i'd do at work without her
SHE HAS TO PROTECT ME FROM THE ADVANCEMENTS FROM CUSTOMERS
as will i when the AMK (ang moh ***s) come....
(the above is not directed at all foreigners but at a specific few..... JUST IN CASE SOME MOTHER F***ERS|
wants to sue me for discrimination.....)


FANNIE is a fun girl to chill with too...
though i dont get to work with her often
but when we do its all good too
....
sometimes too good...
so much so that i feel that i am being transformed into
a CHICK...
all this talk of shopping make-ups and japanese bread
makes me uncomfortable....
lol.....




JESS LEFT EARLY LAST NIGHT

but cant blame her la
she was totally not in the mood....
anyway.... hope she feels better now

MR NICK



An introduction to my good friend mr NICK

Nick as you can see is mostly a guy's name
however this nick
this nick is slightly weird
dare i say queer
in other countries MR NICK would be considered or classified
as a fruit
well Mr NICK if were to be considered a fruit would be
the most FRUITTY OF FRUITS...
a pungent DURIAN perhaps
or even a DRAGON FRUIT of the purple kind...
or perhaps a MANGOSTEEN....
something that is so purple that it taints....


MR NICK
came not from lasalle at first
but thats not his fault...
we all have bad points so dont hate people dont hate
MR NICK as very much like me
a GHOST in class
drifting in and out as and when the need arises
but fear not
MR NICK does his work
well at least he tries very much
and so do i
at least i do try

MR NICK is very much a good friend
a good friend of my girlfriend's sister
MR NICK is also a funny friend
one who is QUITE WELL KNOWN IN HIS OWN CIRCLE


after saying so much.....


MR NICK IS EVERYTHING NICE
EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE SAID ABOUT HIS IS TRUE




BUT MR NICK IS NO MAN.....


HE'S NOT EVEN HALF A MAN....


MR NICK...... is WOMAN....

ENTITY



Is there a god
sometimes i wonder how can he be proud of us when all
we touch we taint with our sinful hands

In the bible Jesus chased out the mother F**Kers from
the temple
they had turned it into a fun fair for sin
selling and buying sex services
money trading
ect....
he said they have desecrated my fathers house

that is how i felt yesterday....

I have always described myself as a stand alone christian
I have never felt the need to go to church
none at all because theres no point in singapore
well not that there is no point
but little

I have always enjoyed church in prison
there is not one single time that i have missed it
i love the songs the message
in short i love everything that christianity SHOULD stand for
but not what it has become

To me i supposed
christianity has become tainted
a rich man's religion
a sorta status
"oh my so bloody rich god has blessed me i shall attend church"
but when prayer does not work when things go bust...
"oh where is god?"

coming back to the topic

Last night had all the makings of a POWER sermon
the atmosphere was right
we came in settled down to a beautiful selection of songs
went through that
straight into an interview with an M.S syndorme victim
then dove right into a play about how god changes lives...
all had me almost to tears...

Then the replacement pastor came on and preached

WHAT A FUCKING TURN OFF

i heard the words "corprate industry" about 30 times through the sermon
i heard "industrial market place" a few times lesser
"play by the strengths of our companies"
"financial aid"
i could just go on and on and on....
what has church become?
i mean i know that a church matures
but this?
a wall street church?
taking a different approach?>

how about we talk about trading stock the godly way?>
why not get lectures on how to donate stocks?
ARE U A CHURCH OR BLOODY WALL STREET TRADERS?

WHAT HAS MY FATHER'S HOUSE BECOME CITY HARVEST
WHEN WILL THIS SACRILLAGE END

ACTUALLY......



Thats just me thinking of how depressed i used to feel

now ....



what have i got to be depressed about

sure things still dont always go my way...
BUT life is definately worth living


thinking back at those days that i depended on a needle in my arm
to give me the strength to live another day....


I really pity that person that i was....


now i have so many things to live for....

and its not my next high....

LETS TAKE IT OLD SCHOOL



CUT MY LIFE IN TO PIECES

THIS IS MY LAST RESORT

SUFFOCATION

NO BREATHING

DONT GIVE A FUCK IF I CUT MY ARM BLEEDING

WOULD IT BE WRONG

WOULD IT BE RIGHT

IF I TOOK MY LIFE TONIGHT


CHANCES ARE THAT I MIGHT


MUTILATION OUT OF SIGHT

AND I CONTEMPLATED SUICIDE



COZ

IM LOSING MY SIGHT



LOSING MY MIND



WISH SOMEBODY COULD TELL ME IM FINE



LOSING MY SIGHT



LOSING MY MIND




WISH SOME BODY COULD TELL ME IM FINE




NOTHINGS ALRIGHT






NOTHING IS FINE








IM RUNNING AND IM






CRYING>>>>





IM CRYING




IM CRYING>>>>>>









IM CRYING>>>>>>>>

DIVAN


MOS today.... or rather tonight...
was not really in the mood as baby was not there.
whats clubbing when your shorty aint there to bump and gring againts you?

Jess was the star of today's bash...
thought i did help her avoid nagol 's advances.....
BLOODY HELL I GOT LICKED.... or rather my dragon got licked....


DETHOL DETHOL DETHOL>>>>>>>>>

if i had acid id burn it....


M had a few comments....

i have my own life and my own laws to live....
i am not held back by tradition though i do respect it....

Jess JEss JESs JESS.....

YOU OWE ME BIG BIG,,,,,


BIG























I MISS MY BABY.....

JUST SOMETHING FUCKED ABOUT YOU


Theres something in the air
a certain wiff of mutiny dont you think
where a friend can fuck everything up by his selfish needs
cant believe things went this wrong
i should not even have helped him get the girl
CHECK Rina's blog its all there
actually if all our friends had blogs this would be in every one of them
i feel cheated
cheated that i thought he was my friend
but in the end he turns out to be a childish prick

"I WAS JUST PLAYING WITH HER" Which was translated from the
chinese words "wo zhi shi gen ta wan wan de"

Tell me what do these words mean?

Ya i know that you and her were close before
until the point that you were almost together .....
but good thing she saw what all others before her had seen...
YOU ARE JUST A MAMA'S BOY LIVING ON YOUR MAMA'S GOOD WILL
and forever that you will be
you might be richer than us now and in the future
but you will never know what it was like growing up on your own
your work will look good
but thats coz you spend every hour that you are free (which is almost all the time )
doing it UNLIKE THE REST OF US WHO HAVE TO WORK AND WORRY ABOUT OUR NEXT PENNY
there for your work will be completed but lack depth....

ALL IN ALL WHAT I WANNA SAY IS A BIG FUCK YOU ALAN

Now there go call the police i said it out motherfucking loud....
YOU CAN AND SHOULD CONSIDER THIS A FLAME fucker....
Now be a good pussy and call the COPS


NALA=MANWOMAN